Lyssa's new wonderland

Lyssa's rotten wonderland

2010-12-29T10:53:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

Yup.. I know~~
My last blog post was last year February :P

Therefore, Lyssa's new wonderland is offically Lyssa's rotten wonderland.

Written by rotten blogger,
Lyssa Loh

好想念一起辛苦的日子

2009-02-26T14:46:00.003+08:00

突然好想念。。。
好想念一起辛苦的日子啊！！！！！！

一起挨夜、挨骂、挨饿、挨冤。。。
哈哈。。

一起丑、一起烂；
一起赢、一起输；
一起威，一起出丑！

以前那种单纯无悔的付出，
真的太值得去经历了！

也太令人想念了。。。

出来社会工作，
真的找不回到当初那种感觉了。

好羡慕奕卉在墨尔本大学还有和她一起打拚的朋友。

不知我还有这个机会吗？

还好，
班上还有一些一起三八、一起发疯的朋友。
哈哈。。。

希望在最后求学的这个阶段，
能拥有一段美好的回忆 =）

我还懂得你

2009-02-25T15:46:00.004+08:00

女生嫌弃男生没家底、没事业、没学问。
男生不介意女生滥交、败家、现实。

女生带另一个有钱男人回家过夜时，
男生除了为他们准备浪漫的烛光晚餐，
还会为她挑选性感内衣和准备一个刺破的避孕套，
好让女生可以有bb，顺利当阔太。

女生看了很感动，
找到了男生便追问他：
“你为什么那么傻？”
“你为什么不去找一份正业？”
“至少买一买六合彩！当有钱人！”
“你除了懂得煮饭、洗衣、收拾屋子，你还懂得什么？”

男生说：
“我还懂得。。。你”

I learned mine

2009-02-10T15:59:00.001+08:00

"Life perfect ain't perfect if you don't know what the struggle's fore.
Falling down ain't falling down if you don't cry when you hit the floor.
It's called the past, cause I'm getting past
And I ain't nothing like I was before.
You ought to see me now.

Yes, I was burned but I call it a lesson learned.
The stake will be turned so I call it a lesson learned.
My soul has returned so I call it a lesson learned"

I learned my lessons, do you?

There are still many coming.

Deal with it,
Be with it.

Stay

2009-02-10T15:42:00.000+08:00

Stay - Sugarland

i've been sitting here
and staring at the clock on the wall
i've been laying and praying
praying she won't call
it's just another call from home
you get it and be gone and i'll be crying

now i'll be begging you baby
beg you not to leave
but i'll be left here waiting
my heart on my sleeve
oh for the next time
we'll be seems like a million years
and i think i'm dying..

what do i have to do to make you see
she can't love you like me
why don't you stay?
i'm down on my knees
i'm so tired of being lonely
don't i give you what you need
when she calls you to go
there's one thing you should know
we don't have to live this way

baby, why don't you stay?
you keep telling me baby
there will come a time
you'll leave her arms
forever be in your mind
but i don't think that's the truth
and i don't like being used
and i'm tired of waiting

it's too much pain to have to bare
to love a man you don't have to share

why don't you stay?
i'm down on my knees
i'm so tired of being lonely
don't i give you what you need
when she calls you to go
there's one thing you should know
we don't have to live this way

baby, why don't you stay?
i can't take it any longer
but my will is getting stronger
and i think i know just what i have to do
i can't waste another minute
after all that i've put in it
i've given you my best
why does she get the best of you
so the next time you'll find
you want to leave her bed for mine

why don't you stay?
i'm up off my knees
i'm so tired of being lonely
you can't give me what i need
when she calls you to go
there's one thing you should know
i don't have to live this way
baby, why don't you stay?

ohh~

Fifteen

2009-02-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

Fifteen - Taylor Swift

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day
you say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
its your freshman year and youre gonna be here
for the next four years in this town
hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
you know I havent seen you around, before

Cause when youre fifteen
and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen
feeling like there nothing to figure out
well count to ten, take it in
this is life before who youre gonna be fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
and soon enough youre best friends
laughing at the other girls who think theyre so cool
well be out of here as soon as we can
and then youre on your very first date and hes got a car
and youre feeling like flying
and youre momas waiting up and you think hes the one
and youre dancing round your room when the night end
when the night ends

Cause when youre fifteen
and somebody tell you they love you
youre gonna believe them
when youre fifteen and your first kiss
makes your head spin round but
in your life youll do greater than
dating the boy on the football team
but I didnt know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
but I realized some bigger dreams of mine
and Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
who changed his mind and we both cried

Cause when youre fifteen
and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen,
dont forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
and you just might find who youre supposed to be
I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Youre very first day
take a deep breath girl
take a deep breath as you walk through those doors

Please read the letter

2009-02-10T14:54:00.000+08:00

Please Read The Letter - Robert Plant & Alison Krauss

Caught out running
With just a little too much to hide
Maybe baby
Everything's gonna work out fine
Please read the letter
I pinned it to your door
It's crazy how it all turned out
We needed so much more

Too late, too late
A fool could read the signs
Maybe baby
You'd better check between the lines
Please read the letter, I
Wrote it in my sleep
With help and consultation from
The angels of the deep

Once I stood beside a well of many words
My house was full of rings and
Charms and pretty birds
Please understand me, my
Walls come falling down
There's nothing here that's left for you
But check with lost and found

Please read the letter that I wrote
Please read the letter that I wrote

One more song just before we go
Remember baby
All the things
We used to know
Please read my letter
And promise you'll keep
The secrets and the memories and
Cherish in the deep

Ah...

Please read the letter that I wrote
Please read the letter that I wrote
Please read the letter that I wrote

Please read the letter that I wrote
Please read the letter that I wrote
Please read the letter that I wrote

Lesson Learned

2009-02-10T14:49:00.001+08:00

Lesson Learned - Alicia Keys & John Mayer

He broke my heart,
And now it's raining just to rub it in.
I'm at your door,
I feel so crazy about it.
You say, "I told you so."
You saw it long ago,
You knew he had to go.
I finally came around,
I'm back on solid ground.
Can't let it get me down.

It's alright,
It's alright,
It's alright,
It's alright.
It's alright,
It's alright,
It's alright,

Yes, I was burned but I call it a lesson learned.
The stake will be turned,
So I call it a lesson learned
My soul was returned,
So I call it a lesson learned.
Another lesson learned.

Sometimes some flies can take a minute to fully realize.
His tears,
Your eyes,
Thirty seconds to apologize.
You give it one more chance,
Just like the time before.
But he already know,
You'd give a hundred more.
Until that night in bed,
You wake up in a sweat,
You're racing to the door,
Can't take it anymore.

I was burned, but I call it a lesson learned.
The stake will be turned so I call it a lesson learned.
My soul has returned, so I call it a lesson learned.
Another lesson learned.

Life perfect ain't perfect if you don't know what the struggle's fore.
Falling down ain't falling down if you don't cry when you hit the floor.
It's called the past, cause I'm getting past
And I ain't nothing like I was before.
You ought to see me now.

Yes, I was burned but I call it a lesson learned.
The stake will be turned so I call it a lesson learned.
My soul has returned so I call it a lesson learned.

Love Song

2009-02-10T14:45:00.000+08:00

Love Song - Sara Bareilles

Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.
You made room for me but it's too soon to see,
If I'm happy in your hands.
I'm unusually hard to hold on to.
Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I'm gonna need a better reason
to write you a love song today.
Today.
I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.
Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I'm gonna need a better reason
to write you a love song today.
Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way
you can love me because I say,
I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don't want it for a minute.
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas
when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.
Today.

Yeah... DON'T VOTE!

2008-10-31T15:40:00.002+08:00

Don't Vote

Don't Vote (Uncensored)

最佳损友

2008-10-29T23:12:00.005+08:00

奕卉和宛倩，
你们都应该很了解
为什么我特别喜欢这首歌，对吗？

可爱的青翠，
即使广东话不灵光，
却要使劲儿的看透歌词的意境，
然后陪我唱这首歌。

曾有一段时间，
我们确实经历着像歌词中一样的友谊。
字字句句，
简直就是一字一泪，
深深地打进我们的心坎里。

庆辛的是，
事过境迁；
如今，
我们的友谊，
想必打风都打不掉了吧？

不过，
重新听回这首歌，
又让我想起了最近对一位朋友的感受。

深深的感叹，
什么时候，
我们才能做回最佳损友呢？

当然，
他和你们不能相提并论，
毕竟我和你们的经历，
不是他能取代的。

但，歌词里的几句歌词，
却如此触动着我的心。

我和他，
确实曾经这样过。。。
现在也是这样的。。。
未来，会怎样呢？

最佳损友

#朋友　我当你一秒朋友朋友　
我当你一世朋友
奇怪　过去再不堪回首
怀缅　时时其实还有

朋友　你试过将我营救朋友　
你试过把我批斗
无法　再与你交心联手毕竟　
难得有过最佳损友

从前共你　
促膝把酒倾通宵都不够
我有痛快过　你有没有

很多东西今生只可给你
保守至到永久
别人如何明白透

实实在在　踏入过我宇宙
即使相处到　有个裂口
命运决定了　以后再没法聚头
但说过去　却那样厚

问我有没有　确实也没有
一直躲避的藉口　非什么大仇
为何旧知己　在最后变不到老友

不知你是我敌友　已没法望透
被推着走　跟着生活流
来年陌生的是昨日最亲的某某

生死之交当天不知罕有
到你变节了　至觉未够

多想一天　彼此都不追究
相邀再次喝酒待　葡萄成熟透

但是命运入面　每个邂逅
一起走到了　某个路口

是敌与是友　各自也没有自由
位置变了　各有队友

早知解散后　各自有际遇作导游
奇就奇在　接受了　各自有路走
却没人像你　让我　眼泪背着流
严重似情侣　讲分手

有没有　确实也没有
一直躲避的藉口　非什么大仇
为何旧知己　在最后　变不到老友

不知你又有没有　挂念这旧友
或者自己　早就想通透
来年陌生的　是昨日　最亲的某某

总好于　那日我
没有没有　
遇过　某某 #

有听过这首歌吗？
如果还觉得很生气的话，
听一听吧！

或许会让你觉得，
要把友谊搞成这样，
是不值得的。

你应该很了解我，
为什么现在却动摇了呢？

Day 1 : Crazy trip at Bangkok - LCCT - SURVANABHUMI Airport - Suk 11

2008-09-25T14:55:00.010+08:00

Few weeks ago, I had finally fullfilled my dream to go vacation with my best friends other than the territory of UMNO (which is known as Hell - Malaysia) and also the super "kia su" country, Singapore.

A special thanks to WAn Qian because she is willing to "abandon" her hubby Danny alone in Malaysia and also spent 5 of her 45days of holidays after a long one and half year "seperation" with her family in UK. Last but not least, thanks to our Prince William that sponsored my best pal Frances a.k.a povege, his beloved gf to Bangkok so that I can have a great trip with her before she proceeds to UK for her BAR.

On that very special day, after Jia Ming, Danny, Qian , Fei and I went for our little "Africa Fish" (非洲鱼) dinner at Cheras and leave Frances having her first McD meal ever since 3 years ago (after she is devoted to Amway, she tried to avoid taking fast food) at LCCT, we risked our life having Jia Ming as our driver to drive us to LCCT. Haha... thanks ya!

Luckily, we reached LCCT safely. And, because 3 of us are stingy and patient, therefore only Will bought express boarding passes and it turns out, Frances and Will are the only 2 lonely person in the express boarding lane. It was really funny ~~

When we reached the new airport of Bangkok - SURVANABHUMI AIRPORT, Fei came out with a joke saying that Thai government really wants to have the airport in operation because the part of the airport is still "under construction". However when we reached the airport, I felt so excited and wanted to share my feelings with my buddies, yet, my friends are seemed to be very busy filling up their forms and I was too bored to just standing infront of them.

Even I was asked to pose to show how happy am I in Bangkok, this is the best expression that I can give~~~

After the checked- in, we headed to find our luggage.

Then, we took a mini van to SUK 11 that cost us 600bht (RM60). But, I know by taking a meter taxi we can simply get 450bht per taxi. However, most of the taxi are only willing to take 4 person and by paying for 900bht for 2 taxi, I decided to take the mini van for 5 of us.

When we reached SUK 11, all of us are so happy for this unique and beatifully "crowded" guest house. It only cost RM30 per night for each person and all of us get to sleep in one single room. It felt like going to camp with my fellow Chinese Language Society's friends back in high school. And, my name -“Lee Keen Loh”, which is supposed to be Loh Lee Keen was on the board! They put the name of the person who reserved the room on the board and it felt so like old days.

But, because I scared they din notice my email, I did make another reservation using Fei's name. When we are back in KL 8 days later, Fei only noticed that his name was on the boared too! His name was on top of everybody else's name - "Ho Seng Fei". None of us noticed the name on that day. It felt so unbelievable when we looked back at the picture and noticed something else.

Well, but for most of the people who come with their lovers only, there might be a slight problem for them because SUK 11 don't allow people have sex in their guest house! If they caught you "on bed", they might discharge you. You wouldn't wanna be dragged out of your room naked, right? Haha...

Well, if you're a quite or unsounded sex-maker, you can still make love with ur lover la as long as you don't yell so much la! Not that they will put cctv in every rooms and monitor every single movement of yours. So, hold back your voice while you are ...hmm hmm.... Haha....

Yet, we are not here for sex so we are happy with this guest house.

All guests are allowed to draw, paint, write and decorate on their walls. Therefore, you can really see people's wonderful memories here. It really doesn't matter how well you draw because by putting all together, the house became really unique.

It is also very nice for them to give us free of charge mineral water for each of us. Unfortunately, the picture of mine was taken when I tried to open up the bottle. God~~ I look s furious...as usual?

After we put our luggage, we went to look around Sukimit district and finally to decided to try the beef noodle stall near out hostel. One of the reasons we decided to have our supper here is because we saw some creatures that looks like grasshopper as one of the ingredients of the beef noodle.

Unfortnately (well, might be fortunately also), the fried grasshopper sold out very quickly but the noodle still tastes very delicious! yummy~~

After our supper, we used another small road to go back and we saw a little bar at the corner of the road. Well, all of them are "ang mo" so I assumed that the beer must be much more expensive than outside. But, it seemed like a nice place to have a drink at.

This is our first night at Bangkok.

Yes, I finally make it to Bangkok.

To be continue ...

Day 2: Chatuchak - Cabbages and Condoms - Baiyoke Sky Bar

2008-09-25T14:30:00.002+08:00

The next day, we woke up early and took our beakfas. The breakfast is included and it's self service. You can eat as much bread, muffin, fruits as you can! Also, coffee and tea are provided. But, you must clean up your own spot. This is the beg packer style of living in a guest house.

Oh, do you want some?

Then, we decided to take skytrain to Chatuchak because we couldn't find any taxi that is willing to go by meter. In Bangkok, the price of taking a taxi is very reasonable as long as the driver is willing to go by meter. If not, just take the skytrain because it's very new and comfortable.

While taking the train, I tried Qian's Samsung phone. When I was back in KL then I only found out that her phone model is not yet released in Malaysia. I like her phone simply because it's in purple.

This is the famous market - Chatuchak. I reminded them several times that we can buy better cloths and shoes at Platinum Shopping Mall so think twice before you wanna buy any of them. This is the advise given by the shopping queen - Loong Boon Min and I listened her shopping tips always.

Hehe... don't tell her k?

Here is our Qian who likes to try all those sour foods through out this whole Bangkok trip. How is the marinated manggo with spicy herbs tastes?

Well, this is how it tastes~~ Help!!

Then, Frances found something incredible cute to eat! HUGE fried sweet potato ball!
And, we share anything another than boyfriends and undies.

It got a lot of layers and the "core" of it is sausage! Delicious~~

This is how I show off my first sun glasses. Cheap and nice!

At Chatuchak, you can get anything.

Cloths.

Food.

More food.

Seafood.

And....PETS!!!
Puppies!!
They are so cute and I wish I can smuggle than in my luggage but after second thoughts of not killing them, I decided not to do so. Really don't wanna make them become dead animals~~
And, when Najib becomes PM, he probably will kill all the dogs and chinese.

This is looks like a little lamb~~ Haha...
Lyssa had a little lamb~~
little lamb~~
little lamb~~

Oh yeah, and you must automatically be good in asking discounts. I thought I'm good enough, but Qian is much more better than me!
Qian: ehh!!! Why so expensive one~~~

But, when she found something she really wants to buy. Her angle face comes back again!

And, we finally found some really nice manggo salad. The ingredients are sliced green manggo, peanuts, dried shrimps, onions, fried ikan bilis, brown sugar and "yu lu" (鱼露). How I know the ingredients? Because Qian asked for it.

Of coz, when girls are enjoying the shooping and food, guys always look like this.

But, when you forced him to take a picture, he will look like this! Pretender!

Other than shopping, we also get a chance to witness Taksin's supporters (those who ear blue shirts) are protessing for him. It was a peaceful rally at first but just 2 days later it became bad because the Royal's supporters (those who wear yellow shirts) had acted violently in their operation. Luckily it doesn't affect tourists but not for those who are having their holidays at Phuket because the whole airport was turned down.

Well, we were suppose to shop from 1oam to 5pm. But, we are dead tired when the time clocked at 3pm. So, we decided to rest at Chatuchak Park and wait for Frances and Will to come.

And also, picture time!!

Then, we headed back to SUK 11 to get dressed for dinner and sky bar!

This is how the place we sleep looks like ...... after shopping madness!

A lot of bloggers and friends recommended us to Cabbages and Condom because it is a theme restaurant. It is nothing to do with cabbages, but, it is all about CONDOMS!

True true.... safety first!!

Mannequin that dressed up with condoms.

Lamps that decorated with condoms.

And, Boards that make you look like a condom.

Luckily, the food is not made from condoms! Phew~~

Salad (not bad)

Rice Crackers with special source (nice! thumbs up!)

Fried Beef (not nice)

Yeah! Group photo!!!

And..........

JUMPING PHOTO!!!!!

You see... I got weak legs. Since form 3, I couldn't get a picture that looks like I'm jumping.

But, this time....

I GOT ONE!!! and ... I look damn stupid. Thanks Frances for her proposal... DAMN!!!

We were supposed to go State Tower for the famous skybar. But the stupid taxi driver brought us another skybar, Baiyoke Sky Bar.

Let's show you the sky bar at State Tower that we supposed to go.

Nice right? But, the stupid driver went to the wrong place. Nvm, we will go there some other time. Before we go for the sky bar, we had another quick dinner at some lorong near by.
It's beef noodle......AGAIN...

But this time, we bought some King Prawns!!

Well, the prawn is full with eggs~~~

See?

Hmmm.... I bet he really loves prawns.

Haha....

Day view, Baiyoke Hotel looks like this. It is 309 meters tall and it is the highest hotel in Thailand. Entranc fees is RM20 per person with a free drink. The sky bar is at 83rd floor.

WE got some time in the elevator and we took pictures!

This place is better than State Tower's sky bar because it had a floor roulette. Therefore, you can have a complete 360 degree view of Bangkok from the top of this hotel.

I like this picture... like i'm not GIANT enough like that...Sigh~~

This is where we have our drinks and music. There is a live band.

I ordered magarita and preferred Frances's Malibu.

Again, I can't drink.

So does he.

Haha.....

To be continue.....

Just one call

2008-09-19T22:23:00.004+08:00

All I need is a phone call.

Just one call from 2 different person for 2 different reasons.

One, is to make things right.
One, is to tell me that you're safe.

But, none of the calls have been made to me.

Therefore, I shall wait.
And, I can only wait.
But, I hate waiting.
Nonetheless, I can only wait.
It makes every second longer than usual.

Just one call ...... please?

Shock

2008-09-18T12:52:00.002+08:00

I dunno it will happen to me in such a bad way.
But, it did happened.

Just hope this feelings will go away soon.

Coz, it's really hurts.

Please, go away.

The day has come

2008-09-16T12:35:00.002+08:00

The day has come.

Is Anwar going to be a legand?
Or is he going to be a joke?

Is there a future in this country?

Do we know?

I don't trust politician. I believe every politician has a plan.
If Anwar never been set up by Mahathir, is he going to become what he is now?
From a zero to a hero. It's all about timing and planning.

We are just a chess piece in the hands of the government and of coz the arising parties.

Yes. Some of the very passionate people will do whatever they can to change the situation that arosed in this country. Voice out their opinions and attednding vigil and events. I do respect them.

My best pal Kelly and Frances are these kind of ppl. I'm proud to have friends like that.

But, I'm not one of them. And I just don't want to be. I don't believe in politics especially in our country.

For me, it's just a game between the Anwar and UMNO. The game started since he was put into jail.

Since when the people of Malaysia is being the main consideration?

Yes. Some of the politicians really do care like Tian Chua, one of the fighters of ISA and also Raja Petra and Teresa Kwok who are still facing the threats of the ISA that is supposed to be a piece of legislation that protect public from the threats which is now being used as expanding threats that created by UMNO.

But, most of them of all political parties are just thinking of themselves.

Money.

Power.

I'm not motivated yet.

I'm not giving any people any chance to motivate me.

So, please respect my political view and I shall respect yours.

Things that I'm obsessed with lately

2008-09-08T13:05:00.043+08:00

I've changed.

From a girl that know nothing about being a girl except being clean and charming to a girl who starts her journey to become a lady that knows how to make herself presentable... and spoiled.

How spoiled am I now? Very.

First, I'll never need to pay for food whenever my bf is with me unless I offered to pay but it will take times for his to allow ever since i stop working. And lately, I lost the battle more often simply because I'm not earning money anymore.
Secondly, I can go wherever i want to as long as my bf is off work. I got the best and free of charge driver in the world.
Thirdly, I've been obsessed in "girl things"

At first, I would really want to show you guys my closet, cosmetic and earings.

But, I think I'm not "spoiled" enough after I watched the movie "Sex and the City" and also be fully awared that Amber Chia has more than 600 pairs of "foot wears" (I'm not sure whether she got 600 pairs of high heels or sandals or shoes, that's why i used the word "foot wears").

Therefore, today, the first girl things I would like to show you guys that I've been obsessed with is -- skin care.

SKIN CARE
After I'm back from Bangkok, my face started to filled up with tiny little dots. To be more specific, whiteheads and blackheads. I've been dealing with cosmetics for the past 2 years and I've never seen my face with such conditions. So, I consulted my best friend Kelly and she intoduced me this products by claiming that she had never been to facial after she start using them-- Clinique, 3 steps skin care.

Then, I spent RM343 without hesitation to get my first Clinique products and with 5 complementary free stuffs.

Guess what, even the price is not cheap but it's very worth it because according to Kelly, you can use it for a very long time. And, the free stuffs is very nice too. I love the essence but it will cost me RM190 to buy one. I might buy it .... when I got the money.

TINTED MOISTURIZER

And because of one the tiny free stuffs known as tinted sunlock of Clinique had made me thinking of whether I've been using the wrong product as my sun block during my trip to Bangkok. I was confused was it because I applied too much sunblock on my face that caused the skin problem? Or because the SPF of the sunblock is too high that make my face more sensitive to gain whiteheads.? As I was trying to do research about buying a new sun block, my dear friend Kelly haunted me again and introduced me Laura Mercier latest product - Illuminating Tinted Mosturizer. Once again, the girl side of me can't resist from good products and here I am with my Illumintaing Tinted Moisturizer.
I tried it yesterday and it felts soooo good. Maybe it is because this foudation is also a moisturiser and completed with SPF 20, that just make me feel extremely safe to use it. The coverage is good unless your skin got too much problem than you might need some concealer to deal with it. Other than that, I'm happy to spend another RM108 for it.

I'm not done yet. There are more coming up.

COSMETIC

Well, a lot of my friends already notice that i'm so into make up ever since I start working as a VJ. At first, it was because of work. Now, I just love to make up. It's not because I can't go out without applying any make up because i'm still running out naked on my face sometimes. It's simply because I really enjoy the fun of make up. Now, my make up box is almost fully equiped but it is never enough. That's when my addiciton towards having good cosmetic starts. Few month ago, I had my first Bobbi Brown's product--- Rose Shimmer Brick Compact.

And I'm still using it coz it simply creates satisfying results. You can simply control the colour of the blusher you desire by emphasizing your brush on the right colour. It's easy, beautiful and shimmers!

But I guess it's just ain't enough. The more you know about make up, the more you desire. Especially, now I know the important of touch-up and to avoid over-loaded make up, therefore I desperately need a pressed powder.

I graduated but I didn't receive any gifts from others or even having a graduation ceremony. Plus, Frances left and I need something to cheer me up. I need to treat myself better after gone through a miserable week. Therefore, I decided to buy something that i've beendreaming to get so long. Presssed powder!

I took my make up artist's advise for not buying 2-way cake because I simply don't need one since I'm applying foudation for my make up. 2-way is going to make my make up look thicker.

I know exactly what kind of pressed powder that I need! !

Definately, Guerlain.

When I was in high school, I know the magic of Guerlain's Météorites Compact Powder for the Face - Voyage that can change the colour of it's colour according to your skin tone. My friend Siao Ling let my tried once, it felt nothing because I don't give a shit about make up back then. Now, I know how's the magic works!

But, do you have any idea how much is this tiny little compact powder? It's RM458!!!! I must be crazy to buy this!!! The powder just cost you RM145, but because of the Luxury refillable extra flat compact case is made from 24k gold, that's why it is so costly. At first, I was thinking to buy only the refill, but I was asking my bf and the shopkeeper : Where should i put my compact powder? It's just so inconvenient.

Then, the French word METEORITES POUDRE DE PERLES caught my attention. Then, I saw them. They are so pretty and shinning!!! Like pearls~~

And after trying some of them, I know that this is the pressed powder I'm looking for. METEORITES POUDRE DE PERLES, Illuminating Perfecting Pressed Powder.

It sounds so well with my Laura Mercier Illuminating Tinted Moisturizer.

It cost me RM200, including the compact case.... I BOUGHT IT! ]

The name of this product is so romantic, it simply means pearls of light like meteor trapped inside the pressed powder. I never seen meteor but I'm now having it in my little METEORITES POUDRE DE PERLES.

But, having METEORITES POUDRE DE PERLES without the correct brush is simply not satisfying. It's like having my Kraft Ritz Crackers without strawberry jam! I simpy can't deal with that. Therefore, just beside the counter of Guerlain at Pavillion, I finally have my first contact with the brand --- T.LeClere. This Retractable Brush is simply so amazing and so convenient especially I always need to carry one brush with me. The price is RM99 but I get Rm10 discount. It's pricey but the quality is good and it's cheaper than MAC's. Before I go to Bangkok, I told myself not to buy anything because I will shop kau-kau at Bangkok. I did it.

When i'm back from Bangkok, I told myself I've enough shopping. But I failed.

Within a week, I've spent RM632 for skin care and cosmetic!!!!!

Not included facial treatments and Frances's farewell. Yet, I feel so happy spending money on the right thing! Very happy.

I think it's because I spent my own money buying all these stuff and I don't feel guity. If Seng Fei is spending his money buying all these luxuries, I'll feel really bad.

So, girls need to know how to take care of themselves physically and emotionally as well as learn how to spend money for shopping. It's good to spend your bf's money but spending your own money feels so much more satisfying.

NARAYA

The next thing i'm obsessed with is NaRaYa beg. They are simply so cute and useful! Once you step in into NaRaYa, you can't resist to buy their begs. Look at me and Wan qian! We were just so crazy over NaRaYa. It's cheap and it's very nice.

I got myself 7 NaRaYa begs and I'm having at least 4 NaRaYa begs with me where ever i go. So, let's show you guys my babies now.

This is my Pinky - cosmetic beg. Well, don't get wrong with me. I don't usually name my begs but this time is just for blogging purpose. I'm definately not that obsessed yet. Yet....

And below are the cosmetics I bring along with me. Bobbi Brown's Rose Shimmer Brick Compact, rectangle sponge, Shu Uemura's eye brow pencil, Guerlain's METEORITES POUDRE DE PERLES --- Illuminating Perfecting Pressed Powder, T.LeClere brush, Artistry's blusher brush, Dotcom's pearl eye linear, Laura Mercier's Secret Concealer, Nu skin's lip gloss, Mac's eye lashes tool and also Malu Wilz's black eye linear. Therefore, I can't afford to lose my cosmetic begs! They are my precious~~

Next, my cute little lipsticks container with green leaves and lady birds!!

But, I don't use lipstick ... yet. So, I put my Sebamed lips balm, tear drops, little perfume and "minyak angin" from Thai.

My Naraya multi-purpose tissue holder that can put my mini comb and mirror, tissues as well as Clean & Clear Oil Control Film.

Last but not least, my Naraya's handphone beg. It's in pink, trendy and cute.

That's all the things I have to bring out besides my purse. And, they complete my day.

I know. I'm a woman now. And, I'm spoiled.

Worst?

I'M BROKE!

To my dear friend

2008-09-05T16:07:00.004+08:00

Povege,

I just found out that I've been living without reading your blogs for the past few months. How could I? Well, it's not because you're a amazing blogger (joking...you are!), its' because you're my best friend! Sometimes, when someone is so close to you, you tend to abandon him or her. Sorry.

I never realised that you've been struggling all this while for going to UK. I thought you've made your decision, and I thought you know how to deal with it.

Silly girl~~

Don't miss us. We are always here. We won't go anywhere.

No matter how many news friends you meet in UK, or how many extraordinary things you go through over there, we know that we are unforgettable.

There is still a lot of things we've to learn in our life. There is still a lot of seperation we have to deal with in the future. Death, it's the most terrible reality. Now, you're just going through one of the many chapters in your life. So, be cool and enjoy.

If things didn't turn up as good as you hope, there is always another window for you, right? Your favourite God will open another window for you.

So, what's with the worries for?

Tommorrow is our little farewell party. The day after tommorrow you shall take your steps closer to UK.

I won't be seeing you at KLIA. No matter how rational I am, my tears always control my feelings. To avoid KLIA floaded with tears and sadness, I'll stay with my laptop to get your email or post. Just let my know you're safe when you reach there.

Dear, thanks for everything.

I'll never forget the moments we been through when we were in Form 4.

I'll never forget when my best friends betrayed me, you are always there to ptotect me.

I'll never forget how I get through my LLB if it wasn't for your notes and patience.

I'll never forget all our fights, laughes and the silly things we did together.

I'll never forget the evil you who enjoy eating insects at Bangkok. Haha~~

I'll be praying for you every days and nights.

I love you.

Bye.

See ya.

祝你生日快乐

2008-08-11T14:30:00.058+08:00

伟华告诉我，我好久没有写部落格了。其实，我有好多花不完的时间去写一大堆的想法和经历；只不过, 自己总是提不起劲儿去写部落格。真的很懒。。。

大约一个月前，和慧敏庆祝生日。其实，13岁就认识慧敏了，不过在我的记忆中，这好像是我第二次庆祝她的生日。第一次是在她家，当时她21岁；5过去了，慧敏有小贝贝主持人成为了ASTRO一姐，拥有了非常耀眼的事业。

然而，身为朋友的我们，也知道她在这5年经历了很多很多，才有今天的成就。当文敏邀请我和慧敏庆祝生日时，心里是又惊又喜的。毕竟我是她们的学妹，也不是她们的同事了，不过还把我当成好姐妹般；这样想，是不是有点白痴呢？确实啦～～因为当天出席生日会的都是美女电视主持和DJ，当中有文敏，靖婷和MAY子，压力当然大啦！！

哈哈。。。
当然，在生日会之前，文敏，靖婷和MAY子已经买好了慧敏的DREAM PURSE。。。
那就是。。。LV 钱包！！！！！！！

所以，当慧敏收到礼物时，就会出现以下表情：

惊喜！

难以置信！

充满期待！

YES! 梦想成真！

这位萧慧敏小姐真的很上镜，做出那么多失控的表情还那么漂亮！真是他妈的！。。。太粗鲁了～～抱歉！抱歉！我们5个女生，来到这家非常具有特色的西班牙餐厅。就位于JALAN ALOR 的 CHANGKAT BINTANG。就是一条很多具有特色的高级餐厅的酒吧在一起的街道。

非常经典的“蒙那丽猪”门牌，这也太搞笑了吧？！

接着，大家就一边聊天、一边欣赏美食。

Lentil & Vegetable Soup with German Sausage

Jamón Serrano from Spain
Imported High Quality Spanish Cred & Air Dried Ham served on Rock Melon and Salad with Balsamico Dressing

“One Plate of 4 different Mini Sausages”
-Farmer -Thuringer -German Pepper & Spicy Lyonner Sausage

Grill- Roasted Pork Short Ribs
Glazed with Mango Sauce and baked in the grill

ROASTED SUCKLING PIG
served with Ravioli and Mushroom Sauce“COCHINILLO AL ESTILO SEGOVIANO”

当然，吃这道美味的乳猪之前，也不能忘了进行一段既不环保却很“怀旧”的西班牙文化仪式 -- 丢碟子！以下这张图片就是把碟子摔进去的桶子。其实，吃饭的时候，我们不停地听见有人弄破碟子。之后我们才恍然大悟，原来一切都是可以安排的。真有趣～～

慧敏在老外贴身在旁的陪同下，脸颊泛红的仔细聆听对方的指示。先要用碟子在乳猪的身上按一按。慧敏第一次按下去时，竟被老外嫌不够用力。原来，he likes to play rough。第二次，慧敏竟然使出浑身解数，单单用碟子有将乳猪切出一节！太暴力了吧！

接着，就是讲祝福语和准备丢碟子的时候咯!慧敏又是一副含情脉脉的样子，电死人啦！

慧敏，你是丢碟子丢的开心？还是“电”鬼佬而开心啊？注意：遮住鬼佬裤子的短手正是出自小龙女的绝招 -- “短手龙”！！

这位不知好歹的uncle是前来搭讪的，前前后后主动约我们去对面的酒吧喝酒，而我们却无动于衷。之后，被慧敏电得“晕坨坨”的鬼佬一邀约，慧敏便爽快的答应了！

唉，果然是同人不同命～～

这是我和辉仔送给慧敏的ALEXIS TIRAMISU生日蛋糕。原本想要送ULTRAMAN JELLY CAKE给慧敏的。。。不过，还是对她仁慈一点吧！

这个可爱的袋子里装了什么呢？其实，都是一些我们吃剩的猪骨头。MAY子的狗狗 -- 阿MAN肯定开心死了！注意：阿MAN不是阿MIAM哦～～

不过，就在大家正开心的时候，慧敏哭了～～

而我，看到慧敏哭了起来，也不知为何的落泪了～～

弄哭慧敏的元凶就是这位老兄。当天，大家都没听清楚究竟这位仁兄说了些什么，只有慧敏听得最清楚。然而，肯定的是，他一定讲了一些打开慧敏心房的话；让冰山美人，也溶解了。

两只小猪猪，很可爱吧？这位仁兄就是将银色的小猪放进慧敏的手里紧握着，祝福她在未来的一年里，无论发生什么事，一切好运都会降临在她的身上。而我，也希望这只小猪能为慧敏太来所有的美好。

5美女和全猪宴！干杯！

接下来，我们便到对面的酒吧去。鬼佬老板请客，当然义不容辞啦！果然，没有男伴的美女都比较受落！终于发现没有辉仔的好处咯～～

两位金毛美女！我是次等美女，靖婷当然是上等佳人咯！

换上新发型的纹敏，精神奕奕了许多！Kawai ne~~

不会喝酒的我，当然变成女版关公咯～～真丑！

MAY子在失策的没有化妆的情况下，以自信美完成了这张照片！哈哈。。。

当然，最后是开心的BIRTHDAY GIRL咯！香槟鸡尾酒美人～～

Miam, 祝你生日快乐。

i need helpl!!

2008-07-03T11:52:00.001+08:00

hey,
i'm going to Bangkok and Pattaya end of August,
i'm not taking any tour package therefore i need some advices from ppl who used to travel to these 2 places.

if you are familiar with Bangkok and Pattaya,
plz contact me k?

really really need your help now.

thanks!

和好朋友相聚

2008-06-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

上个星期四（19/06/08），
和岳忠、卓识及SILVIA在Midvalley喝茶。

预料之内的，
听了很多关于公教的事。

一直以为自己不会在难过了，
不过，
其实还是会伤心的。

回到家里，
竟然又大哭了起来。

结果，
还是失眠了～～

别担心，
现在我已经想通咯！

当时觉得，
以前我的人生就只有辩论，
我几乎把一切都给了辩论；

然而，
当我无法给予协助的时候，
在某些人的煽动下，
我成了“不愿回来帮忙”的校友。

唉～～
我心里很清楚不能怪这些小朋友，
不过，失去他们的信任和友谊，
确实让我很难过。

前些日子，
当我在事业和学业两头忙时，
我心里是很惦记着他们的。

因为，
他们在我的辩论生涯里，
扮演了很重要的角色。

记得毕业之后，
我完全没有打工。

在进TAYLORS之前，
我是公教的全职教练。

进了学院之后，
我依然为了辩论而旷课。

一直到有了事业，
一直到和某人的关系决裂，
我才抱着不舍的心情和无奈离开。。。

不过，
已经没人记得这些咯。。。

后来想想，
其实只有一小部分的学妹学弟不相信我、
甚至忘了我过去的努力；
不过依然还有一班一些支持我的学弟妹，
非常地爱护我。

谢谢你们，
因为你们的支持，
才让我放下别人对我的成见。

真的。。。
简单的报告学会的近况，
和约我出来喝茶，
对我而言，
已经是莫大的安慰了。

希望，
仅存的这些友谊，
能一直保持不变。

令我最感动的，
当然是岳忠和卓识咯！
当他们知道我隐瞒早前进院和差一点患上忧郁症的事情后，
而假装生气的样子，
真的让我整颗心感动得快掉出来了～～

天啊～
这就是朋友。

当时真的很想哭，
不过KFC炸鸡的味道和一大票马来人的包围，
破坏了原本我想抱着你们感动泪流的动人气氛！

所以，
嗯～～
下次再抱吧！！
哈哈...

想一想，
我好像真的忘了朋友的扶持了；
好像有好长的一段时间，
自己在默默的孤军作战了。

考试的时候，
也不太敢要青翠帮忙，
因为怕烦到她，
也怕和她吵架。

所有的忧虑，
就往肚子里吞，
或往男朋友身上发泄！
哈哈。。。

这个星期，
不止和岳忠卓识叙旧而已，
也和我的两位“姐妹”出街去！！

昨天（21/06/08），
和伟华和建霖到Alexis去吃饭聊天。

除了享有味道非常独特和美味的西餐之外，
还到建霖家去聊了很久。

我们三人就这样躺在床上聊天，
好喜欢那种感觉。

虽然他们两不是帅哥，
但可以和这两位挚友“共枕”，
确实让我感到很幸福。

从中学毕业5年了，
不过每当我和他们在一起时，
好像觉得自己才刚毕业。

聊天的时候，
发现虽然彼此的视野广阔了，
然而大家的性格和说话的方式根本就没变！

好奇妙哦～～

伟华说了一段话，
让我思考很久。

他说：“读书让我很痛苦；而工作让我很辛苦！我宁可辛苦，也不要痛苦。”

我相信有些人是读书的料子，
而有些人是工作表现比读书成绩还要优秀。

我是一个考试的时候觉得工作较好，
而工作遇上难题时觉得读书比较轻松的人。

一直到现在，
我还搞不清，
我应该往更高的学历攀爬；
还是继续在社会搏斗。

不过，我已经不着急了；
真的不想再逼自己仓促的寻找答案，
一切等成绩出炉才做定夺吧！

有一点不舍得的是，
他们俩已经确定要到国外发展，
不回来了。

当他们表示，
很希望我也可以和他们一起到国外念书、工作时，
心里头是感到很温暖的；
原来，
在他们的心里还有我。

虽然现在的我，
不能洒脱的离开这里；
不过当我有机会和辉仔移民时，
我一定会移民到可以接近伟华和建霖的地方去。

因为，
他们是我最离不开的朋友之一。

话说回来，
其实现在是我回公教帮忙的最好时机。
然而，我已经不能回去了。

虽然有点遗憾，
不过，我不会插手他们的事情了。

一切的一切，
就交给他们自己去判断、自己去闯吧！

或许，
当事情不再复杂时，
当一切真相大白时，
我们可以像从前一样并肩作战！！

你们要加油哦！
我会为你们祈祷的。

纵使其中一部分的你们现在恨/误解我，
我会等待，
再次成为你们的学姐。

Last but not least，
期待下一个和好朋友相聚的约会。

p/s:

可爱的雪妮～～
我要来找你咯!!

What do I want to do?

2008-06-17T23:07:00.003+08:00

My bf asked a question that I couldn't answer.

I always able to answer all his doubts,
or at least tried to anwser his questions by analysing the issues, predict the outcomes or simply looking for some reasonable and sound explainations.

But not this time.

I can't answer his question.
And this is a very very very very important question for me to answer.

He asked: What do you want to do?

I was shocked because I really have no clue.

I gave up debate which is something I used to rely on. That's why I have no time to find out what i want to do because debate was everything to me.

I quit my hosting career simply because I can't give up my studies and there is just no reason for me to turn back now. Mainly because there is no chances or maybe I'm scared I'll be disappointed again.

I never felt this hopeless and lost before.

I always know what to do.

But now I really don't know what to do.

I think I'm waiting for something....

But I don't know what I'm waiting for~~

Perhaps,
I should just stop for while.

ya~

Just rest.
So that I'll be able to persuit a longer journey in the future.

Don 't care!

Just be lazy...

I deserve a long and lazy and dreamy vacation~~

Just 3 months, ok?

I promise.

Capote

2008-06-17T13:47:00.006+08:00

I always wanted to watch this Oscar winning movie - Capote,
especially I always wanted to watch how facinating is Philip Seymour Hoffman.

Philip Seymour Hoffman was in the movie Mission Impossible, Patch Adams, Along Came Polly and also Charlie Wilson's War.

If you have watched all the movies i mentioned above,

then you will realised that it's reasonable for you to not remember his real name because he looked and acted so differently in every movies.

Although I personally think that the movie Charlie Wilson's War is pretty bad compare with Lions for Lambs (played by Tom Cruise, Meryl Streep and Robert Redford),
Philip Seymour Hoffman was so GOOD in Charlie Wilson's War as well.

No offence but Tom Hank and Julia Roberts are not doing their best in this movie.

The "thing" with Philip Seymour Hoffman is that he can play any role or character and he can transformed into another person whenever the movie or the script needed him to do so.

Unlike Tom Cruise and Andy Lau,
no matter in what kind of movies,
they still "ACT" as Tom Cruise and Andy Lau.

The similarities between Tom and Andy are:
- can't act
- famous
- rich
- good looking
- not tall

and....that's it.

With these similarities,
they are heading to the same way in their career.

Always play as a hero in the movie and nothing else.

Well of cause....
Andy is better because he is not a follower of Scientology,
and he never jump on Oprah's sofa....

so.... Andy is still consider "normal" as a person because he is not as weird as Tom.

But, Philip Seymour Hoffman!
Oh my god!!!
He is just so amazing!!!!!

Maybe that's what happen when you are not good looking.
You just have to be a great actor in order to survive in this industry.

It doesn't sound fair but this is how things work in the world.

Too bad huh~~
for those who don't have pretty faces.

After watching the movie-Capote,
we know that if you want to have a great success in your life,
you must sacrify something.

It's either yourself or others.

In this movie,
Truman Capote sacrified both.

At first,
I really thought he wanted to understand the world of the killer.
It is not fair for us as a normal person to judge how a killer thinks.

I was quite convinced with this theory but it doesn't mean we can let the killer get rid of his crime but the truth is we are using our thoughts and perceptions to decide other's wrong who is a person that think so differently from us!

Is that fair?
To put the majority's thoughts in deciding the minority's guilt?

No, this is not fair.
But, this is how the world works isn't it?

Majority prevails.

Law is not about fairness;
it isn't about right or wrong.

In the end,
it's about how the majorities think at the particular time and circumstances.

Haha~~

Fair?
Justice?
Right?
Wrong?

Who to decide?

Well,
you might argue it's decided by rationality of human being,
but who to define what is consider as rational?

Why a psycho can't say that we are irrational and what he did was right?

Why not?

MAJORITY'S RULE !

Utilitarian?
I don't know~~
it's too deep to get into this philosophical arguement.

All I want to say is I thought the movie, Capote is trying to lead us to think deeply about the issue i raised out earlier.

The truth is:
No.

In the end,
the movie is merely about how desperate is Capote to finish his non-fiction novel- In Cold Blood.

It's a very staright forward movie and it kind of disappoint me.
But I'm still very impressed with Phillip Seymour Hoffman's acting.

In the movie,
everytime when Capote lied to the killer, Perry,
he makes me feel that Capote is the one who should be called as Cold Blood killer.

Capote gave false hope to the killer and all he wants is only the reason they killed the Clutter's family.

When Perry has no value for Capote to use anymore,
the "friendship" between the writer and the killer is gone.

But there is a danger in using people-
which is you will have to sacrify your own true feelings.

You have given out your love and the feelings of guiltiness will keep on pouring in your heart~~

Capote died because of his guiltiness by being a alcoholic.
The same way Perry's mother died.

Ironic, right?

That's the reality.

Don't ever think that you be getting away of the wrong you have done.

It is just a matter of time when you get "paid back".
Or what the stupid-old-blondie-pussy-showing Sharon Stone said -

"Karma"

kill the boringness!

2008-06-16T19:24:00.002+08:00

haih~~
another hopeless and boring day...

today after finish watching the korean series-Witch Yoo Hee,
i decided to take a nap but eventually i failed.

damn~~
suddenly the headache struck me again!

god~~
when is this sickness going to end?

it comes when stress comes;
now it comes when i feel boring!

gosh...
this is crazy~~

it has been 5hours since i took the pain killer
and the pain is not going away~~

waiting for qian to get onlice since 7pm.......
wanna talk to her bout our thailand's trip

was browsing everyone's blogs and friendster while waiting for her...
everyone seems to have a great time in their life now...

i should be like them...

make my life better~~

要好好的活。。。

2008-06-09T13:12:00.007+08:00

刚刚在奕卉的部落格看了张姐朗读的哪首诗，
眼泪又不自觉的流了下来～～

孩子们握着笔被埋在瓦堆里的画面，
至今仍挥之不散。

想起那一天，
看着光明日报的头版，
心里有开始痛了起来。

当时我被考试的压力逼得喘不过气来，
头痛得不得了，
吃不下、睡不着～～

妈妈当时告诉我：
丽君，你干嘛给自己那么大的的压力？
你不是最惨的那个。。。看看这些小孩，
你比他们幸运多了～～

对。。。

他们已经不能在上课了。
他们已经不能在课室里打瞌睡了。

他们已经不能在嚷着要妈妈。
他们已经不能在吵着妈妈要买玩具。
他们已经不能在有梦想了。
他们已经没有明天了。

他们的人生，
只有句号。

他们只剩下或许不齐全的躯体。。。
他们和泥堆化为一体。。。
他们的模样只能在父母紧握的相片框里找到。。。
他们的人生还没开始就已经结束。。。

他们连年少的疯狂、叛逆；
青春期的恋爱之上；
奋斗期的努力不懈；
成人期的担纲责任；
踏入婚姻的圆满；
为人父母的辛酸喜悦；
以及在晚年看透世间万变的泰然和平静，
就已经离开人间。

他们连人生是什么都不懂，
就被迫结束了人生。。。。

很恨那些懵懵懂懂不知怎么生活的人，
更恨那些心怀邪意、为非作歹的人渣。。。

为什么你们就不好好的活着？
为这些没有明天的往生者活着？

我很愤怒
我要改变
我要努力
我会改变

我要改变自己，
也要改变别人。。。

不管一个人的力量有多单薄，
或许我的力量微不足道，
我还是要努力感动别人～～

一定要～～
要好好的活。。。

多年前，
陈佩芬老师离开的时候，
我为她写了一首歌。

一直有一个心愿，
就是想把这首歌完好无缺的谱好曲，
然后拿到老师的坟前，
唱给老师听，
在转送CD给UNCLE ALEX。

这么多年过去了，
一直的都没有完成这个心愿。

不知为什么，
这次发生在四川的灾难，
让我回忆起这首歌。。。

我把之前写给老师的那个词，
改了一改；

现在，
把这首歌献给四川灾区里的妈妈们和救护员。

虽然我不认识你们，
你们也不会知道我是谁；

然而，

希望你们能继续加油，

努力的重建家园。

終於明白

一天一天的過
一天一天的等
不知過了多少的日子
她還是等著孩子
每天給自己希望
每天為他们祈禱
但是從來不知道
孩子们能不能回來

看著憔悴的他
守候在他们的身旁
一直默默無語的他
眼淚一直落下
每天盼他们醒來
但是卻一次比一次絕望
到底要等到什麼時候
他们才会醒来

#我終於明白什麼叫做
真情真的難求
一個人能將一切
付出在别人身上

我終於明白什麼才是
一生一世的愛
明知道
不会回来了
還是會努力的找#

p/s：

虽然你们听不到这首歌的旋律，
希望你们看着这首词的时候，
能够用心中的旋律唱出来。。。

你们真的知道自己在做什么吗？

2008-05-02T15:44:00.008+08:00

那么多年过去了
恶梦依然缠绕的大家

有时
当某些人和我提起他的恶行时
我已经不记得我心中的怨气了

剩下的
只有伤心
害怕
阴影

还有
一年前
被自己很尊重的长辈误解和背叛的心情

刹那间
我从救世主变成了魔女

所有的事
好像都是我错了

今年出席一个朋友的婚礼时
得知很多不知实情的朋友
都把责任怪在我的身上

过了那么多年
我始终相信当时我没有做错

因为
我有勇气
把对我有利用价值的人舍弃

因为
他必须为自己的恶行付出代价

无论他曾经如何如何的有恩於我
到后来
一个变了质的人
绝不能因为曾经有恩於大家
就可以掩饰自己的罪过

不能因为自己有恩於人
就可以肆无忌惮的
剥削一个人的
尊严
时间
思想
甚至名誉

不要在相信他了

你们可以好好靠自己吗？

好想好想这样的告诉你们
但你们只会把我当成挑拨离间的人

不是受害者的人
你们是不会明白的

过去那几年
当我在奋斗的时候

你们去了哪里？

你们不都是在工作、出国留学吗？

如今回来
看到他不在了
又不想没有一个强人帮助你们
就把我当成罪犯

说我没有贡献
宁愿谈恋爱、工作、上课
都不要回来帮忙

以前
当我24小时在付出时
你们在哪里呢？

你们可以不要那么自私吗？
可以不要将莫须有的罪名套在我身上吗？
当你们把罪行放在我身上时，
可以想清楚
才下判断吗？

什么时候
你们开始爱上用语言来伤害我？
什么时候你们开始强迫大家回来帮忙？
你们。。。
为什么那么像他了？

当初
你们曾经要我不要依赖他
现在的你们在干什么呢？

以前
当你知道他的罪行时
你不是吓了一大跳吗？

现在
为了方便
为了胜利
你把你当时吃惊的样子都忘了吗？

到底谁自私？

有没有想过
为什么我没有把他的恶行公诸于世？
因为
我还尊重他

现在
我突然发现
我不应该那么仁慈

当初
就该像个小猫一样
被人欺负了找你们
然后将他令人作呕的坏事公诸于世
或许你们就会保护我了

看来
为了保他的名誉
而做出种种的掩饰
对自己是那么大的伤害

后悔了。。。
真的后悔了～～

你们知道吗？
你们的每一字
每一句话
就像刀一样刺进我的心

我想
这或许是某人的报仇行动吧！
利用你们来伤害把他赶出去的我

这招真高

不过
相信他的人
肯定听不进耳

我曾经像你们一样傻
以前那么多人要我小心他
我依然那么维护他
而且还是最维护他的那一个

为什么你们不想想
最尊重他、最维护他的人
都已经不再维护他了

是不是发生了什么严重的事？
是不是这个他
深深的背叛了我的忠诚
才让我现在不再相信他呢？

你们知道吗？
现在的我不再害怕了
因为我不再被他牵制了
你们爱讲就讲吧

不过你们呢？
什么时候
你们才能自由的翱翔呢？

很担心你们
那些曾经伤害过我
或现在正在彷徨的你们

真的很担心你们。。。

请不要在那么不理智了

我已经失去你们了
你们是我的朋友

不过
我知道
我们因为一个人
而无法再成为朋友了

不过
我不想看到你们受伤害

不要为了短暂的利益
而牺牲自己
更牺牲了大家

不要在被蒙骗了

小孩的世界
原本就应该自己去闯
为何要介入大人的操控？

让他们自己走自己的路

不要让自己成为令人讨厌的霸权者

最后，
有些话要对霸权者说：

那么多年过去了
你还放不下吗？

你难道就不想想自己健康、梦想
甚至是幸福吗？

你最爱的人
都已经找到幸福了

你为什么还在这里
浪费自己的时间呢？

你想报复吗？
想证明我们当初做错了吗？
想让我们名誉扫地吗？

你以为我们会理会吗？

不会了
我们在为自己活着
努力的活着
有意义的活着

你不要在自甘堕落了
也不要误了孩子们

走吧

放过别人
也放过你自己

保重

Go to hell! Nirwana College!

2008-04-27T17:01:00.002+08:00

i'm so angry now,
i cannot control myself.

there had been a long time since i felt so angry and disappointed.
i'm so mad and frustrated now.

i feel like slapping all the relevant people's faces.

those who gave their promise;
and those who try to use us as "bait" to gain their goal,
or to succeed their evil plan!

i just feel like slapping them!!!
one by one!

although it will make my hands dirty,
but i don't care!
this will be the sacrification i gain to punish the evil!

i don't care whatis going on between all of you,
the programme director and or the finance department thingy,
IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS!

i paid the money,
i should get my exam slip!

i didn't not pay to Nirwana College;
i paid to University of London.
Nirwana College is not the college who certifify the exam slip,
and i bet this college will never have the ability to come out with a Board of Examination!

all of the bastards and bitches,
get out of my way!

i want you all to shut up and disappear!

you all have no idea what i'm capable of.

surrender earlier i might consider to retain my revenge plan.

or else,
i'm be watching from earth,

at those who committed these sins,
who all are going to hell!

written by,

the evil part of me

给蕃薯蔬菜小姐的一些心底话

2008-04-16T18:44:00.003+08:00

今天很开心和你一起这样吃吃点心
聊聊天的

很怀念这种感觉

很实在、很舒服

一起分享心事
在对方面前赤裸裸的把内心话说出来
一点也不容易

只能在知己面前才能够如此畅所欲言

可以这样做
真的很幸福

听到昨晚威廉王子一事
心里很感动

这确实印证了“苏东”先生的伟论
他说 - 你们可以走很远

或许从你口中认识的王子不太完美
或许你们火星撞地球的相处方式常让我啼笑皆非、极度懊恼

然而
昨晚的王子
却是做了许多男人没有勇气做的事

勇于抒发自己的情感

真动人

苏东先生曾经做过同样的事
这让深刻的体会到
他是真的爱我的

其实
我好想好想从你口中听到
你迟疑去英国的原因
极大部分的原因
是因为王子

不过
你总是说：不是

让我好失望

是真的不是吗？
还是不要显得那么懦弱？

一直想问你
不过
话到唇边竟然说不出口

这不重要

现在
最重要的
是希望你可以做一个不会让你自己后悔的决定

然而
你的三心两意
优柔寡断
又接近不切实际的思考方式

确实
是让你进退两难的绊脚石

可以说的
都已经说了

能总结的
就是想告诉你

未来是未知的
现在做的决定
未必能决定未来的一切

竟然如此

why don't just follow your heart?

哈哈
番薯蔬菜小姐

你....能吗？

给倩的一些话

2008-04-15T13:57:00.004+08:00

要加油
要小心

但不要对所有人失去信心
一定要找到一个平衡点

在娱乐圈搏斗了两年
伪装了两年，装懦弱了两年
一直以这种方式来保护自己会很成功
事实亦如此
因为当你不构成任何人的威胁时
你就是大家的朋友
然而你却失去了自己

很不像我是吗？
觉得我被现实收买了是吗？
为了方便而选择妥协了是吗？
为了避免纷争而让步真没用是吗？
退一步海阔天空是弱者的行为吗？
罗丽君被经历吓坏了吗？

是这样吗？
还是我终于长大了
终于能够适应社会了

当然我也不是24小时被人欺负的
该为自己争取利益时
还是会理直气壮

不想在妥协时
就一走了之

我
哈哈
还是很有骨气的

毕竟我清楚自己到最后要得到的是什么
我正在寻找自己的平衡点
什么时候可以勒令要幸福
什么时候可以坦然接受现实的残酷

倩
不要气馁
一直坚守最后的目标和信念

外面的时间
险恶无孔不入
然而
契机也是无所不在的

记得情绪化是所有人的敌人

对大部人绝望
也即是对自己彻底失望

过去就过去了吧

就当作那一切没有发生过
未来
我们要存档的记忆还有很多呢
不够memory space了
哈哈

加油

i can't believe this!!!!!! my name is in the Wikipedia!

2008-04-08T12:05:00.004+08:00

today,
i was chatting with my high school friend, GUO YU,
and he threw a big suprise at me!!

he said:
i read something amazing in wiki.org
and got your name on it

WHAT?!!

then i fast fast go check....

god~~~
it's true....
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catholic_High_School_PJ,_Malaysia#School_Identity

but,
sorry to say that the information was incorrect.

i WAS a presenter from Astro AEC,
but then i resigned and went to NTV7.

yet,
now,
i'm no longer a tv host either from Astro or Ntv7.

so...
if any of the wikepedia free-writers by any chance get to view my blog,
plz change it to :

EX-ASTRO AEC & NTV7 (E7) TV PRESENTER

thank you.

Anyway,
feel proud to be one of the NOTABLE ALUMNI.

hahaha...

p/s:

Xandra Ooi also from CHS?
ok....
now only i realise we are schoolmate.
got to let her know!

i'm not lost

2008-04-02T12:26:00.004+08:00

exam is around the corner,
it means i'm going to get my degree soon..if i'm lucky.

i kept asking myself this question:
what am i suppose to do after i graduate?

further my studies? ok... LLM or CLP?
work? media industry? lecturing? any kind of work as long as i can earn more money?

i dunno how to deal with my future,
but i'm not lost at all.

coz i know my priority,
which is ------ happiness.

happiness?
how to define it?

well...
different ppl got different interpretation.

as for me,
i'll make sure my true love stays with me.
i'll treasure him every moment and give him all the happiness i can give.

that's why no matter what my dreams are,
how desperate i am to go study abroad,
i'll still stay here to further my studies and career.

coz i know...
he is my only dream that i can never let go.

haha....
don't worry~~
i wouldn't let him get into my way.

i'll be successful.
as a person or even in my career.
and i'll make sure he does so.

well,
successful? what it that? what is consider successful?

i haven't found my defination yet.
have you?

the only thing i'm pretty sure is:
it will be more than just to become a rich person.

to all my fren who dunno how to deal in their future:

chill~~
you will get there.

.....i hate you tan yi hui!!

2008-03-25T16:41:00.003+08:00

why am i showing this picture to you ?
reason is my best fren said i don't look so pretty in person like what i look in this picture!!!!!!

damn!!!! i'm so angry!!!

the worst part is,
when i said i look better in long hair..
she said : "no, u look better in your wig"....

..............................

this is call fren

love you yi hui~~~

trust me,
i do.

Bali: Day 4 (video)

2008-03-18T16:01:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgGjSq_kkRU

this is exactly how i experienced my dolphin tour and witnessed sunrise in the ocean

Bali: Day 4 (my favourite day)

2008-03-17T10:47:00.119+08:00

DAY 4- Lovina

I woke up 2am in the morning and reached Lovina at 5am. Before we reach lovina, we passed by the top of Bedugul, we can see stars in the sky. The sky is full with stars!! We were supposed to feel very tired but the night view was so amazing and made us couldn't resist to look at it.

When i reached the seaside, i can't see anything because it was too dark. S was worried as well coz we can't see anyone else except us. But I got faith in this place. I know it will be a wonderful experience. So, i decided to wait patiently. Although i was scared too, i still wait.

It was freezing cold at first!

This is how the beautiful Lovina looks in the early morning. The colour of the sky was like cotton-candy purple-pink! My favourite colour! My favourite sky~~

Picture taken my S. I'm definately sending this picture for competiton!

Before we go for the dolphin, we watched sunrise on the sea~~

This is how it looks like for the dolphin tour!!! See... so many ppl around. No worries. Actually, it was like war. When dolphins occur, every boats chase to the same direction!!! Pity the dolphins but it was damn fun!!

This is the uncle who drove us all along~~

S and I were actually the only 2 person who kept on see the dolphin! So everyone was following us. Guess we were just lucky. Unfortunately, our camera have no enough memory space to record video and the dophins swam too fast and it was impossible for us to catch a picture. So, above i attached a video clip from YouTube that shows exactly how we see the dolphin in the ocean! And also the sunrise!! Be patient... you just saw it b4 this post. Promise me you will go take a look k? please please pleaseeee....

Air Banjar Hot Spring

Having beakfast on top of the hot spring before we try the water. Finally, we get a chance to taste their local food!! Nice place huh~~

The breakfast was amazing!!! But the satay was not my favourite though it was special. Coz the gua was made from kacang. Anyway, The fried chicken was awesome!!

So, We ordered another plate.

Well~~ the hot spring is not HOT at all... not even close to warm!! But the place was so beautiful because it contains mystical beauty.

And, you can rent a monkey to accompany you to the hot spring. His name is Otong! He can really pose~~

with only one pose... cute~~

MELKA EXCELSIOR HOTEL - SWIM WITH DOLPHIN

And, the next destination. This is why i'm so excited and anxious for Lovina! Because my dream is coming true!!! I'm swimmng with dolphin! Yes! DOLPHIN!! Do you know how it feels about dream comes true?

My dream came true!!

Her name is Ucil. And she is slightly over-weighed than the others. She is well-trained for Dolphin Show. She is so tame and sweet. She came over me once she sees me.

Ah!!!! I'm so scared~~ please don't bite me.... she likes me alot and she totally ignore S that day. But, later she likes both of us. Just more keen to me and loves to splash water at my back and scared the hell of me!!!

See! see! My first touch!!!!

But, the water was just too deep for me. Although i can swim, but i still need to wear the life jacket. If not, it will be very tiring!! And Ucil is so fast, i must gain some advantages to chase her!! Go! Go!

Haha!! She turns over! Showing us her skill!! good job!

I actually did kissed her. But the camera man missed the shot. Just before that, when i was deleting some of the pics from the camera at the side of the pool (i was still in the water), she came over me and sticked with me. And she is liked keep on coming closer to me and ask me to take a picture with her. Even the person who worked there felt suprised when he saw what she need. Then she "talks" to me too... with gentle "humming" sound~~ Cute~~ She talks!

20minutes later, it's time to say goodbye. I was sitting at the side of the pool. I clapped the water with my hand then she came over. From her eyes, I know that she misses me. Sometimes, I feel sorry for her to stuck in the pool. Ucil, i miss you. And i'll come back for you. (...can't believe my tears run out again~~ i really miss her)

Giggit Waterfall.

There is a myth about couples cannot bath or play the water together over here because they will eventally ended up.....broke up. So, we decided to respect the myth and just take picture. Actually, it rain heavily and we were so wet!! So, it was too cold to take mmore pictures....

There is a lot of shops along the road towards the waterfall. I bought a batik over there.

Next, we go to Pacung. A nice place to get rid from the hot temperature of Bali. Here the weather is cooling and it's great to have a cup of tea here. Please don't ordered their hot chocolate because it tastes bad.

Here you can see the moutain closely which has the padi field on it. Very nice~~

yup! Counting money all the time in case over budget!

Their padi field's view is magnificient! It is so unique. You can't find anything like this in Malaysia!!

MOMUMEN

Then, WE went to the Monumen of the bom-incident in Bali, at Legian Street. Those who died in the bom-ing had their name on this monumen. I felt bad for them. The local told us after the first bom-ing, Bali became a dead city for 6months. I just can't imagine such beautiful place like Bali will turn into a dead city. Not even a single tourist came. Bali ppl suffered from that because without tourists, no living....they can't survive.

Peace lovers are singing infront of the Monumen. To celebrate their peaceful moments now... which they hope it will stay longer and even... forever~~

Bali: Day 5

2008-03-17T10:47:00.117+08:00

DAY 4 (NIGHT AT HARD ROCK HOTEL)

Waiting for the live band in Hard Rock Hotel!

The bar was so cool~~

This is my juice (lady madonna) and S's cocktail (purple's dream). There is a honey dew guitar there~~ cutie cutie...

The cocktail tastes badly.... yuck!! Like coughing medicine. But the juice is heaven~~

Here they are! They are so good!! The lead singer looked like Chris Daughtry! And the girl at his side looked like an indo-maid but she sings well! Let me rephrase... She is fucking good!!!

see...see... chris Daughtry!!!

DAY 5 - UBUD

VERONA SPA

This is the best spa in Bali! Don't ever do your spa in Kuta area because it is expensive and service is bad. The massage skill is not good. We went to verona spa because it is highly recommended by the locals and bloggers! And, this spa is unique because it is..... out door spa!! so... you have to be naked at outdoor la.... fun~~

This is how the place looks like from outside.

This is how it looks from inside~~

We are going in it after 2 hours of massage~~

Yes~~ i'm naked in the pool and you can't see me nude!!!

Well, after the spa, you really don't feel like doing anything else except than sleeping. So i will suggest you to try your spa on the last day on your trip. Of coz, if you are there (Bali) for relaxation purpose, then you can go more frequent.

BABI GUILING

Next Station- the legendary Suckling Pig!! Babi guling lar~~

It's open! the name of this restaurant is Warung Babi Guling- Ibu Oka (hp: 081 338 265 706)

You have to becareful if you wanna try Bali's babi guling coz not very easy to eat a good one.

As Jhony said:" some place...tastes not good...eat...stomach sick...vomit...'

haha.... funny~~

So, if you are going with Jhony, don't worry coz he will definately bring you to this place

Price is resonable~~ don't worry...

The place is so unique. It's like eating in Rumah Panjang

Wah~~ such a long time i din drink Coke in the glass bottle~~

Very oily but super tasty!!

Very happy to pay the bill~~

TEGALLALANG

Here is the most famous padi field in Bali. We just dropped by and take a quick picture because we are short of time. Next time I'll stay longer and have a cup of tea over there. The view is incredible~~

The Chedi Clud

Actually, we wanted to go to the Chedi Hillside Resort which stated in the travel guide. Eventually, they re-structured the whole resort and now, instead of having it across the Ayung River, it is located inside a padi field. And, It is a 5 star hotel which cost around $350to $500 US dollar per night! Well.. S and I never know that it is so high-class. But this place is really cool, When u walk into the resort, it was like walking into Bali's palace.

We wanted to come to this place because of their swimming pool~~

This is the bedroom, isn't that make you wanna just sleep for the whole day? Wow~~

This is the suite that they will have therapist going to your suite to do spa for you. Twice a day. And, breakfast will be sent to your bedroom. You will get your own butler as well.... and...

your own swimming pool.....yes... i'm not lying... God~~

This is the place for you to have dinner~~

WE were told by the head butler that if you have dinner here, you can see fireflies on the padi field~~ mama miya!! It's so romantic!!!

That's all. Really don't want to come home..... No mood to take any picture at Denpasar airport also~~ really really wanna stay longer......

I love Bali.

Bali: Day 3

2008-03-17T10:46:00.075+08:00

DAY 3

TANAH LOT

One of my favourite places... Tanah Lot

BEDUGUL

Next destination - Bedugul. The magnificient Lake~~

Temple besides the Lake. The Ulundanu temple.

MATAHARI - SHOPPING COMPLEX

J Co in Bali~~ haha.... tastes the same!!

KUTA BEACH

Kuta beach in the evening~~

Hard Rock Hotel

Yi Hui!!! This is Sting's guitar!!!

I'm going to stay here for my next Bali trip in Hard Rock Hotel just because of the swimming pool. The bottom of the swimming pool is sand!!! Pretty~~

Bali: Day 1 & 2

2008-03-17T10:46:00.073+08:00

Yes, I'm back from Bali, sadly... Not because I din enjoy my trip, it was because I really don't want to leave this place. Bali is so beautiful. I can't find any other words to decribe it. If u want me to describe it materialistically, i would quote from Kelly;

"It's like using a little money to gain enjoyment from high class standard!"

But this way of describing my feelings towards Bali is ain't enough. I really can't use words to describe what i felt for Bali. I lived there for 5days 4 nights and it just not enough. I hope i could stay longer, and i will definately go to Bali again and again and again~~

6months ago, which is on the previous Matta fair on September, i bought my round tour package from there which cost around RM400++. The package supposed to be 4days 3nights trip that includes everything from accommadation, food, transportation and other relevant expenses. Then i extendend my trip for 1 more day so i can do my own Free & Easy for 2 days. I bought my air ticket from Air Asia which cost me around RM450(including airport tax).

But i can tell you now... You can definately go to Bali without tour package. You can get a experienced local van driver to drive you anywhere you desire to go and also wonderful places that you never know, which you can't get any information from the internet or any travel guides, with a reasonable price!!

Hearby, i once again solute to Cari.com and my friend LI LA LA who provides me all those useful travel tips in Bali. And, i would like to recommend you guys this driver, Jhony who had brought me to all those wonderful places.

His number is +628179770737.

You can just sms him from Malaysia and he will reply you quickly. The main point is, I once again emphasise, he will bring you anyway you want and help you to do the reservation such as going to the spa or rent a boat for Dolphin tour... Free of charge!!! He will tell you if you need to make any reservation and he will do the reservation for you!! That makes everything so easy for you. Even he is not free to drive you around, he will send his relatives to do the same job.

Full Day tour - RP250,000 (RM90++)

Half Day tour - RP175,000 (RM62.50++)

Lovina - RP300,000 (RM107++)

* price indicated above includes all the parking fees, petrol money and his lunch

I took a lot of nice pictures but i couldn't upload all of them. Because... all my close friends know. I'm sorry S... Wish your pictures are in here too

DAY 1

LCCT

On 13th of March, I woke up at 6am and reached LCCT around 8.30am. My flight was 10.25am and i spent some time in LCCT McD for breakfast.

My flight number was AK900 and it was delayed for about half an hour. When it came, i just went into it.

I was quite worried because it was my first time flying with Air Asia. With that price, i seriously think it would not be safe and my head will feel more painful than my previous flight experience when it landed.

Suprisingly, everything ended up fine. No headache. Good. I think it was because S is besides me all the while. That's why I din feel any pain. Or, it was because i was too happy to feel any pain!

It was me checking my make up in the plane. Haha.... well, you will get lazier to put make up. Trust me. Oh... and here was the part S found out that the camera S brought had only 128MB memory space! Damn~~ S was sad and felt guilty but we decided to buy memory card over there...no choice...

(In the end, we can't find any memory card but i burn our pictures everyday into a CD. Smart~~ So... no waste money!)

BALI - DENPASAR INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT

When I reached Denpasar (airport in Bali), i can feel the weather is extremely hot!! After we get our tour guide, we went for lunch together with MR T and his wife. They are our travel partners for the next 3 days. Then we supposed to check-in first but we will missed the sunset in Uluwatu. So, tour guide planned to bring us to Dreamland first. However, I was not interested in Dreamland and i suggested to go Bluepoint Villa to take a look. Sadly, we can't go into the villa and see the transparent church.

BLUEPOINT VILLA

This is the church in the villa. Hope i could get married there sometime~~

S think the tour guide was lazy and try to get rid of us for the "extra-demand". Actually, we know that it was open to pblic. Nvm... i will go there again next time.

This is the way to get down to the beachside. A lot of Mat salleh was there Surfing. It was my first time watching ppl do surfing. It was cool and fun. But, it was too high and sloppy to get down there. I was to afraid so i just took a picture.

Then we headed towards Uluwatu. To see the temple and watch the sunset. And we have to pay the parking fees 15minutes before we reached our destination. Weird la~~

ULUWATU

Uluwatu. Yes, you have to wear sarong which is already provided by them.

The amazing wave taken by S.

See the little temple up there? Cute~~

KUTA BEACH CLUB

Then we headed back to our hotel, Kuta Beach Club.

After 10 minutes, We went shopping. Rip Curl in Bali.

DAY 2

Kuta beach in the morning

Their traditonal dancing show. Quite lame for me~~

Haih~~ i spent only 3 minutes in the place where they produce gold and silver~~

Next station, the place they do painting. Painting was nice though. No wonder kelly's sister travel so far to buy painting from here.

Wood craft

Kintamani.

Volcano. It's cooling over here... nice. Finally, no sweat.

See how they "persuade" tourists to buy things. Surrounded by them with poor children. Haih~~ bad habit. Pity on them~~

Jimbaran

jimbaran in the evening. Wonderful sun set. Sorry, i look fat and spoiled the view.

Wonderful dinner at Jimbaran. The seafood was just nice.

The rice is delicious enough just to serve with their special spices! No joke!

This is how the tables set up at the beachside. So romantic~~

Am i a good photographer? I guess i'm!

i just like to be here~~

2008-03-09T23:26:00.028+08:00

Hey, i can't wait to share with you guys how i celebarated my birthday. But, it seems that there is some technical problem occured which is all the pictures i taken on my birthday are still in Fei's camera. Thanks to him i'm forced to blog about my celebration of getting 1 year older...later....

Anyway, i still can manage to get all of you a picture of my birthday cake. Just before my birthday, which is our 1st year anniversary, Fei planned to give me a super cute jelly cake. Unfortunately, the cake house din take the order due to some unreasonable excuse. Of coz he was upset about it but i was totally cool. The night before my birthday, we went to the same shop to try our luck. As you can see, the birthday cake wasn't exactly what we expected, but seriously, i'm grateful enough to get this cutie jelly bear!

However, i must admit that this bear is not as creative as my birthday cake few years ago that bought by wen jian, frances, yi hui, wan qian and friends. They get me a super huge jelly cake of a sexy hot chick with perfect body figure!! (which i believe they were trying to hint on him: HELLO?!Luo Li Jun~~ you should definately lose some weight!!)

My family celebrated me and Fei's birthday (29th of March) today at Marche Market, The Curve, which i believe most of you are awared with it. Well, the concept of Marche is very creative but with the price they charged, the food is not as good as the price labelled. I guess this will be my first and last visit to Marche, though i really enjoyed it this time. Thanks to my sister and brother who paid the bill. Love ya!!

Anyway, the main reason i'm posting this is to share a very unique but comfortable restaurant to all my frens - the apartment.

look familiar? of coz. It is just at The Curve. I passed by this place so many times and i always wanted to go in. Today, i finally make my first step to take a close look of the restaurant...

Then i went in and looked around. Wow~~ the bar is so cool~~ ok, i'm staying. Table for 2 please!!

I love the design of the lights. So sophisicated and make your heart feel so warm~~

nice? Well... these are the reflection of the lights in the picture i posted above. Very good skill of taking picture? Of coz, it was taken by Cheras, Taman Segar best photographer - Ho Seng Fei.

Heard of him? nope? ok!! good for you!

What is happening? How can someone fall asleep so fast at this place?

hehe.... wanna know why? guess first la!!

We are having our supper on a bed!!!! A bed in a restaurant!!!!

That's the story. the apartment was designed based on the concept of ... apartment, like what it was named. So, you can sit in the kitchen, dinning room, study room, outside of your apartment and even your bedroom to enjoy your delicious food and drinks here. So comfortable~~

Again, we are just have nothing to do while waiting fot the food to be served.

oh~~ here is the best cappucino in town!!

Fei said actually cappucino is almost the same anyway but if u choose to put brown sugar instead of white sugar, it definately tastes better! Try it!

Cappucino RM9.90

My favourite of the day, Strawberry Chocolate Mouse Cake RM12.90

Fei: RM12.90.... ok... what's the ingredient ah? what type of choc they using? what is the brand of the flour? maybe we, Mega Discovery can supply something to them also....

stupid businessman~~ eat la!!! think think think!!!

Actually, this is good ...but... we both think it tasted like Ipoh Chicken Rice's chicken...seriously.... I don't know why. So, try not to order this but i know that they have a lot of nice food.

Beef Carpa RM23.90

Here comes the bill!!! RM54.20

Don't show that face.

I'll definantely...

BE BACK!!!!!!

p/s: hint: this is where my birthday dinner held!! guess where is it....

the answer will be revealed soon in the future.

last but not least, i can't express my happiness, gratefulness and excitements of oppositions taking over 80++ seats in the Parliament and 5 of the states!!!

Oppositions rulez!!!!..... Temporarily ..... in case any disappointments occur...

my birthday is coming very soon~~ tommorrow!!

2008-03-07T11:04:00.006+08:00

Suprisingly, i'm not so excited about my birthday this year. Main reason, I think, is because election day fall on my birthday. Everyone around me just get so excited about it, which is a great attitude if you see it in a way for the sake of "political and social awareness".

I always like to remind everyone about my birthday before it comes. I remember when i was young (well, i'm still young now. 22 is not that old....right?), i used to tell everyone 2 months in advance before my birthday so everyone will be awared of it. My intention wasn't want them to give me presents. Apparently, i did that just for fun. Then everyone will laughed at me and said :"there is no 8th in March!"

Haha....quite a silly joke, yet, we enjoyed it very much.

Before 10, i celebrated my birthday with my family.

After 10, i celebrated my birthday with my friends. (because my first birthday party was held at my house when i was 11)

I'm 22 now. Am i going to celebrate my birthday ONLY with my bf? It is not a bad thing coz i've been wishing this to happen every since i started desperately wanted to get a boyfriend. Dunno why, he seems very distracted lately. Never even say :"someone birthday is coming~~"

Don't get me wrong. I din say this because i want him to give me a great birthday party.

The truth is, I was worried whether he put too much effort or pressure on himself for giving me THE PERFECT BIRHDAY or to suprise me. I can't help much at his work and the last thing i wouldn't want him to feel is that having a girlfriend is a burden for him.. I know his is very stress lately because he is going to do new things in his work, which he is not familiar and confident with it. I just wish he can do well. I'll be fine Fei~~ don't worry about me.

For me, birthday is a day to remember the suffer my mom gained when she gave birth to me. It is known as "母难日"-means, the day our mothers suffer. This is what we chinese believe. I never show my love to my mom, in fact, i was too shy to do so and i always make her angry or worry instead of making her happy. I think i never kiss my mom before. I guess this is just the way i am. But i know i'll give her the best when i'm capable to do so. Now, i'll try not to make her piss off. Most importantly, i wish she is proud of what i am now.

I admit that i love present. But, without it i'm also happy as long as i get wishes from my friends or even a simple "Happy Birthday!". Just don't want to trouble anyone.

I'm enclosing a vidoe clip which taken by Frances last year on my birthday. I celebrated my 21th birthday with my friends at her place. Same old tactic i used on Kelly's 20th birhtday, they cooked to me last year. And it was my 1st birthday i celebrated with Seng Fei. He gave me a special-made 21st birthday cake as you can see in the video. My fellow friends gave me a Fossil watch. Enjoy the clip!! But, don't say i din warn you: you will definately get headache after watching it coz ... it was taken...ai~~ you'll know after u see it.

How will my 22nd birthday be this year? We'll see~~

我的新家在这里！！

2008-03-06T13:33:00.002+08:00

哈罗...

以后我就搬了这里咯！

当然，我以前曾经写过的blog都原封不动的保留在“旧屋”

所以，想知道我过去写过的有趣事物，别忘了到那儿去游览哦～～

http://lisaloh.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/

#想看我做批萨？

http://lisaloh.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2008/03/aussie.html

#想看我送给辉仔的相簿？

http://lisaloh.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2007/12/post.html

#想看我离开e7的感触？

http://lisaloh.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2008/02/post.html

#想看我些关于e7的部落格？

http://lisaloh.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/e7/index.html

啊～～好累！终于可以休息了...

再会！

最完美的婚礼、最漂亮的新娘

2008-03-05T17:03:00.001+08:00

3月1号是我第一次主持e7的现场直播，也是最后一次了。在这一天，心情并没有什么特别的难过，只是很赶时间。

呵呵…为什么呢？因为我要赶着去参加恬丽的婚礼啊！她就在3月1号晚上7点，HOTEL EQUITORIAL摆酒！结果，一做完现场直播，便马上冲去厕所换上当天出席恬丽婚礼的晚装，很狼狈哦！

当天，我除了收到许多朋友祝福的简讯后（在这里很谢谢你们，看到你们的简讯心里感到很温暖），还纷纷和其他同事拍照。

丽君交棒於美居，希望她日后顺顺! 老板AH BOON。谢谢你一直那么信任我、提拔我。一切尽在不言中。我和制作人，筱慧。和你经历太多喜怒哀乐了～～日后，希望你一切都好。

我们是铁三角！！e7就凭我们3人拼出来的！当然，还有嘉儿…可惜没能和她照相…
当辉仔一到公司门口，我便迅速的走上车去。其实，那天离别的场面一点都不感伤、也没有不舍。Phew～～还好

当我觉得一切准备就绪时，还计划好可以和辉仔一起去“沟渠”那里去吃“屎hum”（嗯…忘了“屎hum”华语是什么/“沟渠”那里是吃“屎hum”很出名的地方，想去体会的朋友可以email我，会尽快告诉你怎么去）；结果，在高速公路上以他的烂WAJA飞驰160km/hr的辉仔竟然可以飞车飞到爆胎！我的妈啊！隆重打扮的我们，竟然还要很狼狈的在雨中换轮胎？！天啊…发生什么事情~~

究竟马六甲要那么多红绿灯干嘛？没几步就一个红绿灯，有些一等就要整1分钟半！唉…饶了我嘛～～

幸好，有修车人士经过。收了我们RM30之后，在10分钟内把轮胎换好，我们才不至于措手不及。换好轮胎后，我们继续以该有的速度（即170km/hr）飞驰到恬丽的婚礼。接近酒店时，我们看到好几辆KL车牌的豪华房车在我们面前。辉仔还打趣的说：“哗…这些车全部都是和我们一起去恬丽婚礼的！哈哈！”

哈哈哈…哈哈…哈…啊…啊？！

是真的。

原来恬丽结婚的场地很漂亮、豪华和浪漫，出席的人士看起来有头有面的…
Well, totally not what I expected.

一抵步看到恬丽时，真的很开心。她真的很漂亮。平时素颜的恬丽已经是美女一个了，不过，不爱打扮的她加上很豪爽的性格，根本看不出恬丽可以那么有女人味。真的很漂亮。太漂亮了。如果说女人在当新娘那一天是就她人生中最美丽的时刻，那恬丽就是所有美丽的新娘当中最漂亮的一个。恬丽，你真的很美很美～～

lobby展示的荧光幕处，有关于他们摆酒的详情及结婚照。
要走到恬丽摆酒的地点是要先走这个很美的旋螺式的楼梯。旁边还有玫瑰花作为摆设。很浪漫噢～～

这是恬丽和roger在接口处迎接来宾的画面。

在入口处还摆了一张他们超大的画报噢～～

一进到会场，就和李lala“八”了一轮。原来，恬丽的父亲在马六甲开车行，而且还是什么兴安会馆的总务。哇…恬丽是千金小姐叻！一点都feel不出咯。也是，不是每一个家财万贯的千金小姐都有“样”看的。我身边非常省钱和谦卑的千金小姐又不是没有，那个谢菀倩就是一个啦！一开始还要骗我她爸爸在路边卖冰淇淋啊～～担心别人说他爸爸的冰淇淋会被外界认为是用避孕套包起来的。我呸！你老豆是Baskin Robbins的大老板好不好！骗人！（哈哈…翻旧账～～）
整个典礼都在很浪漫的气氛下完成。有…

5层的结婚蛋糕冰雕的天鹅布置完美的主人席

有粉红玫瑰铺陈的红地毯

哗～～新娘和新郎入席啦！！金童玉女、天生一对！

新娘新郎携手倒香槟...画面真漂亮～～

难得有机会坐下来休息的他们还要被拍个不停～～好登对哦！

结婚典礼唯一不完美的地方，就是出现了很多怪人…

一群不知拿来的外星人侵略了恬丽的典礼！警方和相关科学家现在就要缉拿这些怪物，一下就是他们的衰样。如果你不信在街上遇到他们，请尽快联络相关单位。电话号码：&×%￥#@×！$

首先，我们有特别怪的主持阵容- Beauty（刘晋文）&The Beast（阿暴）-眼力好的朋友可以先注意阿暴的头发。看到有什么不同吗？没有？放心～～答案就快会揭晓...

隆重介绍--怪人群李lala夫妇和他们的儿女们...哗～～都那么大了...

好久不见的晓菱！！还是那么漂亮～～记忆中，这是我们第一张合照吗？还好，至少还有一张。

辉仔啊辉仔，可不可以不要去到哪里就强抱人家！！抱也找个像样的嘛～～
你看～～报应来咯！！庄文健，你也太饥不择食了吧！？

和辉仔热吻后...文健最大的收获就是和燕仪组“最佳情侣档”！真是“羡煞旁人”～～我知道我知道～～在我身后的那些“边个边个”个个都比我年轻、苗条、漂亮，对吗？辉仔...你很想站去后面啊？够胆就去啦！！！！

认识了那么久...这好像也是我们第一次合照。李lala，下次去旅行一定要约我噢！

当天“饮胜”时破音的阿暴竟然染了一头蓝发！简直难看死了～～阿暴，你的人生果真又多了一个污点哦～～
yeah~~大伙儿终于可以和新娘来张大合照了！！结果。当大家准备就绪时，捉相机的辉仔竟然按到on/off的按钮！当然是被人嘘到不行啦！战战兢兢的他，还是完成了任务。

哗～～美女图！可惜少了慧敏、文敏、宛倩、青翠...还有不是很美的奕卉。哈哈！

一班追不成恬丽的野兽们～～个个在想：“新郎不是我！”原本辉仔是坐在恬丽旁边的（口供：没人和她坐，太寂寞了～～），结果，当然是给其它野兽们反对啦！还遭到众人的排挤，抵死！
哈哈～～聪明的我当然要快快逮住和恬丽合照的机会噢！我承认...今天她太漂亮了，我认输！（well,我知道...平时我也不比她美啦～～ok~ok~）

多年的战友，如今一一都嫁了～～晓菱...什么时候到你呢？

连出现在恬丽婚礼的小朋友们都超可爱的！不管啦！不认识也要拍一张！

嗯～～国能的美女辩手们...你们也太没默契了吧?果然在东张西望哦～～

这对是怎样都不肯在众人面前恩爱的lala夫妻档....糟～～

lala宁愿把自己变成金鱼叔叔都不肯和老婆恩爱...太气人了啦！只有晓甄才能顶得顺他，果然天生一对！不知道日后他们摆酒的画面有会怎样呢？

辉仔与我....LyFei's rulez~~

嘻嘻...今天不是我们结婚啦～～
知道大家都美美的新娘和帅帅的新郎“依依不舍”的啦～～所以，我特别拜托准新娘email了他们的结婚照给我。是不是很醒目呢?好啦！各位，慢慢欣赏。

my favourite pic of all...

我发觉恬丽卷发真的很可爱...好像小了很多似的～～漂亮！

有情人终成眷属...希望你们能白头到老、相知相拥。祝福你们

虽然完美的婚礼结束了，不过一向来爱吃的我们虽然已经吃得很饱了还是到CAPITOL去吃satay celok。唉～～肥死了！不过，很美味…yummy yum~~

马六甲最道地的satay celok就在这家--CAPITOL。不过，通常人潮很多，要等蛮久的。

细心的准新娘知道我们老远来到马六甲参加她的婚礼，因此为我们准备了住宿。地方很干净、家居都很齐全，我们都睡得很舒服。更夸张的是，我们的Apartment还是面海的！

真所谓“无敌海景”啊～～你们看到海吗？看仔细一点就看到了！在最上面。照片有点反光，不好意思哦～～

嗯…不过，只有一个小小的问题。黄恬丽，我知道大选要来了，不过，你也没必要在这个时候提起这个敏感话题吧！好睡不睡，睡513…wah lao ye~~ （那个拍到没有脚的那个人，不是仙人下凡...嗯...是吴彦仪啦～～）第二天

一早起来，我们又干什么呢？还有什么…就是吃咯~~这是我特别爱来吃nyonya餐的地方，是侯立康和张国伟带我去的；chendol的味道也很地道。就在红屋区接近有很多船停泊的那条河附近，感觉上这件餐厅好像在书上似的。很特别～～

哗~~上菜咯！其实那个时候才11点多，吃午餐太早了。不过，我们没有吃早餐，so，是ok的。

这家餐厅的装设就像一个家里头，格外有亲切感。

食王李lala试了cendol后竟然说还有一个地方的cendol更好喝！岂有此理，他竟然批判我这个食后的选择？好，我们现在就去和那个所谓更好喝的！走就走！谁怕谁啊～～

原来李lala要带我们去这家吃...其实这家我也来过，也是立康他们带我来的。

只不过，我上一次去马六甲的时候找不到。因为，我记得这家的cendol和小食都超好吃的；而且，里头有好多古董摆在里面。当lala带我来的时候，我才发觉自己是那么的蠢。其实，我上次来马六甲的时候就来过了；只不过我坐在餐厅外面喝水而已。从外面看这家点像是普通的餐厅，根本就想不到里面是那么古色古香的。唉～～上次来时竟然没有注意到，真笨。还好这次终于来到了。可见，我和里lala英雄所见略同嘛～～haha...

我们点了一碗榴莲口味的cendol，非常棒！

吃完以后，我当然会去这家店买黄梨饼啦！只要认住这个超大的黄梨饼就肯定没错！老板娘说她们要搬来Midvalley了，以后也可以到哪里去买哦～～

不过，原来我们不止是吃而已。平常开起来邋邋遢遢的李lala竟然那么有文化水准。他的准太太“盘杀”张晓甄表示他每一次来马六甲除了固定会去吃鸡饭等美食，还“必登古堡、必来古庙”！
what?是真的吗？相信认识李lala的人都会这样问。Well, it’s true. 幸好他前一天登了古堡，今天我们就只到青云寺去。原来青云寺就在古董街里面，来了这里那么多次，竟然不知道...惭愧

青云寺

well，凡是会英文的朋友都明白这是什么意思吧？

很明显咯，辉仔你can't understand simple english!!（其实...是我逼他的啦～～）

吃饱了、逛完了，是时候回家了。终于完成这两天一夜的行程。
现在心里想的是：who’s next?

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